Well im just sitting here being bored
i am waiting intill 530 so i can leave here and go to the mall to get a dress
im so last minute lol
im bored, well there are these friend pictures tomorrow and i want to have one who would want to be in it? becuase no one wants me in theres 8( lol i might do it if i have money i dunno i will se tomorrow
gosh i really cant believe schools almost over this is crazy just think of next year wow!
ive been thinking to much this week and sometimes at school i will just cry out of no where thinking of things like mydad,myfriends,changing,growing up ahhh its crazy
i guess i will just live life to the FULLEST and go through what ever comes my way...
well my dad finally called this week after not calling in like a month and a half i was just soo dissapointed in him i always thought he was such a good father intill i grew up i guess staying young wasnt a choice, i wish i was young again just having the innocence and ignorance it was better not knowing all,
i miss the days when 14 year olds wernt drunk and high the days when holding hands ment soo much what happend to that?
i dont kno but i wish i was born in the time
i wish alcohol was never invented soo i woulndt have to deal with an alcholic father
thats why i am soo agianst all of this not becuase im a goody to shoes just becuase im not into harming my body or hurting my loved ones.
well thats all i really had to say.
stay the same all of u are wonderful!
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